Even in the days before my teacher came, I used to feel along the square stiff boxwood hedges, and, guided by the sense of smell, would find the first violets and lilies. There, too, after a fit of temper, I went to find comfort and to hide my hot face in the cool leaves and grass. What joy it was to lose myself in that garden of flowers, to wander happily from spot to spot, until, coming suddenly upon a beautiful vine, I recognized it by its leaves and blossoms, and knew it was the vine which covered the tumble-down summer-house at the farther end of the garden! Here, also, were trailing clematis, drooping jessamine, and some rare sweet flowers called butterfly lilies, because their fragile petals resemble butterflies' wings. But the roses—they were loveliest of all. Never have I found in the greenhouses of the North such heart-satisfying roses as the climbing roses of my southern home. They used to hang in long festoons from our porch, filling the whole air with their fragrance, untainted by any earthysmell; and in the early morning, washed in the dew, they felt so soft, so pure, I could not help wondering if they did not resemble the asphodels of God's garden.
直到我的老师出现之前,我一直习惯于沿着正方形的黄杨木树篱摸索前行。嗅觉是我的向导,通过它,我发现了生命中的第一株紫罗兰花和百合花。正是在这个小花园里,在经历了暴躁情绪的发作之后,我继续寻找令我舒适的感觉,我把自己温热的脸埋进凉飕飕的树叶和草丛之中。将自己迷失在花丛中是如此地令人愉悦,从一个地方寻觅到又一个地方也带给我其乐无穷的*。就在探寻的过程中,我会突然碰到一枝美丽的藤蔓,我会通过它的叶子和花蕾来辨别其形状,而且我知道,这就是那株覆盖着摇摇欲坠的凉亭,远在花园尽头的葡萄藤!在我身边,还有触手可及的铁线莲,垂落于枝叶间的茉莉花,以及一些叫做蝴蝶百合的稀有花卉,这种花的花瓣因其形似蝴蝶那对脆弱易折的翅膀而得名。而玫瑰,则是花园中最傲人的花魁。我从来没有在北方的温室里见过长势如此繁茂的玫瑰,花朵沿着门廊形成了一道长长的花径,空气中弥漫着沁人的芳香,那种清醇的味道丝毫不沾染泥土的浊气。每天早晨,在露水的沐浴中,玫瑰娇柔淳美,这时我就会禁不住展开神思遐想,这些花儿是不是很像上帝花园中的常春花呢?
The
beginning
of
my
life
was
simple
and
much
like
every
other
little
life.
I
came,
I
saw,
I
conquered,
as
the
first
baby
in
the
family
always
does.
There
was
the
usual
amount
of
discussion
as
to
a
name
for
me.
The
first
baby
in
the
family
was
not
to
be
lightly
named,
every
one
was
emphatic
about
that.
My
father
suggested
the
name
of
Mildred
Campbell,
an
ancestor
whom
he
highly
esteemed,
and
he
declined
to
take
any
further
part
in
the
discussion.
My
mother
solved
the
problem
by
giving
it
as
her
wish
that
I
should
be
called
after
her
mother,
whose
maiden
name
was
Helen
Everett.
But
in
the
excitement
of
carrying
me
to
church
my
father
lost
the
name
on
the
way,
very
naturally,
since
it
was
one
in
which
he
had
declined
to
have
a
part.
When
the
minister
asked
him
for
it,
he
just
remembered
that
it
had
been
decided
to
call
me
after
my
grandmother,
and
he
gave
her
name
as
Helen
Adams.
就像诸多弱小的生命一样,我生命的伊始朴素而单纯;我来了,我观察,我奋争,如同很多百姓家中第一个孩子所做的一样。为了给我起名字,家人还煞费了一番周章。一个家庭里第一个孩子的名字当然马虎不得,家里的每一个人都参与其中。我的父亲建议给我取名米尔德莱德·坎贝尔,此人是父亲极为崇敬的一位祖先,对于这个名字,父亲拒绝做进一步的商榷。而我的母亲则按照她自己的意愿解决这个问题,她认为我应该随她母亲的姓氏。她母亲少女时代的名字是海伦·埃弗里特。没想到的是,就在一家人 |